Ahhhh... I feel a little better now...I found a buddy and we are going to hang out this weekend!!! We are going to go hiking and explore los angeles! My sister and jay are in arizona... they hitch-hiked from New Mexico and are hopefully going to swing through Los Angeles... that would be great if that could happen toward the end of co-op so al sarah and I could see the two of them in yosemite... From that point, if it happens, we will travel back down to New Mexico so jay and hannah can show me where they stayed... I am psyched for the end hahaahaa...Its amazing how you can feel so blue one day and not the next... I think I feel better because my buddy feels the way i do at work and away from work!! Yay!! I found a buddy!!!!just knowing i can escape every now and then makes all the difference in the world!!!!